Sometimes I fly, and other times I fall. Many times I cry, or talk out loud, or
moan. Dreams bother me really. I often wake up feeling like I never truly
rested. Don’t get me wrong. Not all
dreams are bad. Sometimes the good guy
wins, and the story in my mind finishes well.
I wish, though, that my mind would shut down for those precious hours of
quiet and peace when I don’t need to think, or plan, or teach, or make
decisions.
Unfortunately, I think I have
passed this wonderful ability to watch midnight mental movies to my sweet
Princess. She is the writer and the
artist, so she sees the vivid colors and interwoven story lines in her
dreams. Yet, she agrees with me that
dreams are tiring no matter how intriguing the story.
In the past, God used dreams to
reveal more about himself and what was to happen in the future. My dreams are nothing of the sort. Maybe it is the medication. Maybe it is a heightened stress level. Maybe it is what I ate for dinner. Though God is still the same, I believe he
chooses to work quite differently today than he did a few thousand years
ago.
This morning, our dreams prompted
an interesting van ride conversation between Princess and me. Did people dream differently in Old Testament
times? Joseph’s dreams of bowing wheat
definitely caused conflict in his family.
His dream was considered a prophecy.
His brothers were tremendously annoyed, but they knew it was truth. God’s Word does not reveal any discussion of
a bad bowl of stew or fermented drink. He
used a dream to reveal how that family order would change.
Why were dreams used that way then
and not now? I wonder if they ever dreamed of flying pigs or talking
trees. Did they see themselves floating? Were dreams only used as a means of
communication with God? Why did it
change?
Did man choose to fill their minds
with clutter and busyness that there was no room left for God? Instead of seeking God, did man choose to
live life for himself? Maybe man just
stopped listening. Then again, God is
God and can choose to communicate any way he chooses.
I am glad that God has given his
written word and his beautiful creation to reveal who he is and what is to
come. My dreams are way too weird and
convoluted to make any sense.
I still wish that my mind would be
quiet for the night, or that all my dreams would be sweet. But, I have to say that I am thankful for
pictures, for stories, for emotions, for conversations that prompt me to see
God in a fresh way.
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