I still ride the waves of emotion every now and then. They are becoming smaller swells as time passes but swells nonetheless. Today, my heart longs to hold Julia. I know we made the right choices at the time, but I wish I had the chance to hold my sweet daughter close to my heart. I do not know why this pricks my heart today. Maybe I see others who are hurting in the same way. Others are celebrating their little one in their arms. Please forgive me for the sad thoughts, but it's just what I was wishing.
Something About Me
- Sandy
- Bryan and I have celebrated 29 years of marriage this year, and I am blessed. We have 8 children through both natural birth and adoption. Our journey has been one with blessings and bruises. I have the privilege of teaching our children at home which can be considered both an honor and a road to insanity, depending on the day. God continues to show himself in big ways as we grow together as a family.
Bryan
He is a hard working, God loving, sports watching, soccer coaching, wife adoring, family man.
Laura
She is a hard working, soccer playing, family loving, God-follower.
Alyson
She is a book devouring, God seeking, gift giving, friend loving, artist and writer.
Matthew
He is a family loving, book avoiding, God caring, silly smiling, sports enthusiast.
Madison
She is an always talking, ever questioning, food loving, God seeking, family adoring, sports disliking, movie loving, precious one.
Kyle
He is a sports loving, animal liking, always moving, learner
Sawyer
He is a always playing, lego loving, ball kicking, strong one
Anna
She is a book loving, story making, doll playing, miracle one
Reagan
He is an always active, ball playing, hug loving, littlest one
Four Treasures in Heaven
God has chosen to take four of my little ones home earlier than I would have chosen. One of them is our daughter, Julia Eryn. I look forward to holding these little ones in heaven.
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